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Sunday, December 27, 2009

bring it on!

I know, how narcisistic am i?, im just admiring my teeth and smile, before my braces come :)

I'm suddenly in love with this song

oh MiCKEY

You're so fine, you're so fine

you blow my mind.

Hey Mickey, Hey Mickey.

Oh Mickey what pity, you dont understand

You take me by the heart and you take me by the hand

Oh Mickey you're so pretty, cant you understand

It's guys like you Mickey, oh what you do, Mickey

Do Mickey, Dont break my heart Mickey.

its gonna be a loooooooong post y'all

im outside, by my balcony, blogging. mama is sleeping in my bed, which is weird. now a days, i just feel like keeping things to myself. I just wanna be alone. i swear i dont know why. Im really bored, I wanna get out but the only thing dad says is study study study, 4 hours a day. I think he got tired of telling me tht alrdy and I got tired of it a long time ago. Im sorta right beside him, using my laptop and NOT studying. I have not done any homework. It just reminds me of sec schl all over again. Holiday homework, wtf.

I miss lots of people, my friends especially. but what I really miss is laughter, I havent laugh alot, not so much, cause laughing makes me happy. and no hafriz, i dont wanna try laughing gas, i just say that, cos if i tell you abt it, that might be your suggestion. So, school's starting in 2 weeks, i really would love a bag and shoe for school. I dont really care about anything else because come 2010, its gonna be a crazy year. Oh, haha, the world cup just poped into my mind, Viva Espanyol! :D

my house is a dread, people just mind their own business. I dont know what I really want in my house ya know. I just wish it isnt this dead boring! I havent been talking to my dad much, but tmr he's following me to NDC to get my braces. he's very different now. or maybe he's just the same, just that I'm different, am i really? I dont know, you have to ask someone to know if you have changed. I just lost my train of thought.

Maybe I should have kept the umbrella for my table outside my room, cos now im at the balcony outside the living, it has a red umbrella, just like my braces, its gonna be red. Hafriz said, it shld be red. Red it is then. I'm just outside, enjoying the drizzle, the quietness of my house. I need a hair cut pronto. and I realize how much of a nosey person I was. I look at ppl's profile and their photos on FB, and I start to think, I start to judge. is it human nature that we are constantly judging people? even though we dont know them? is it bad to judge? do we to look at the context of what or who we are judging? I start develop a kind of perception of the people I see, but my perception can be flawed becos a picture paints a thousand of words, there are so many words, I only got one out of it, so whats the true meaning, definition or word for that picture.

Im here now, outside my balcony just bullshitting and vomitting my thoughts about anything under the sun. And who bothers to read and develop their own opinion, thoughts about me, my blog, myself, my post. on a tiny little note, I miss a few people whom I respect alot, they arent with me now, thats why I miss them.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

for hhanistar

Sometimes you gotta act like you dont care, thats the only way the boys learn.

Cause I don't care, eh eh eh eh eh :B

kids are adorable

little kids, adorable much :) I really love my baby cousin, you're sweet but you copy whatever I say.

I thought yesterday, xmas day, cos now its 1.12 am, so technically, its ytd. Okay, I seriously thought that I'm gonna be bored to death on xmas day, had the premunition, the gut feeling tht its gonna be like that. Well, the morning was draggy and sluggish. It was boring, waited for time to pass, watched TV.

then I finally got the energy to make pizza again and thanks dad for getting the prego sauce. And yeah my uncle said, lets meet at changi beach, like a gathering. sadly mummy couldnt join us cos she's sick. We were in a rush, me and my sis, so we brought our pizza along to changi. everyone liked it :) yay me and my sis, so yay us. Our bickering while making the pizza was worth it!

And, i dont know if I did it right but I think I really tuned my uncle's old guitar, haha. it was old, slightly broken but since I aint got nothing to do, I decided to do something to the guitar, since it sounded terrible. And now, pak ude's guitar is fixed, well sorta, hehs. And I just figure out that, while I was at changi beach, Hhanis was just across me, cos she was at ubin and where I was sitting, the island infornt of me was ubin =.= and I was msging her while i was on the way to changi. How dumb and slow can I get??

Friday, December 25, 2009

3sixty5days

This guy is cute :) hehehs, youtuber, Stephan from Dublin, Ireland. Creates funny videos, my sis thinks he's HOT. So Hafriz watch this! You might like his hair, like i said, bad hair month for everybdy and we're all gonna vow to keep our hair longer yeah? :) i wanna hold a bbq but idk how, i know pathetic right?

Thursday, December 24, 2009

3 cheers for me

who wakes up at 7 am in the morning, to get their tooth plucked out. it hurts real bad but what to do, if u wanna put on braces =.=. its was bloody and painful :) and i swallowed my own blood mixed with saliva. im alrdy feeling tired but its 1 in the afternoon. i had a busy morning, after coming back from NDC, dad dropped me off to krss as i had to go and change my brother's new school uniform, thanks to my sister who overslept and still has not woken up now, so much for I don't have a problem waking up early tomorrow. OKay stop it =.= so hoooray and yay me, for I have survived a trip to the wet market after that, all by myself to buy minced meat to make pizza yet again tmr. We can't do it today cos the nurse said I cant eat hard food, pizza crust's are hard! duh? after that, 30 minutes walk back home as I have no cash to board the bus home and no harm for some morning exercise in the rain! again, YAY me :D

Killer Queen

She's a killer queen
Gunpowder, Gelatin
Dynamite with laser beam
Guaranteed to blow your mind
Anytime

:)